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\n\tCrockett, who was lean and weathered, moved across the rocks with the ease of someone who had spent years working the desert. Then he stopped and turned. \u201cWhere\u2019s your attention?\u201d he asked.<\/p>\n

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\n\tCrockett pointed to the rocks beneath their feet. \u201cIf you\u2019re walking on rocks,\u201d he said, \u201cyour attention stays on the rocks.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tCrockett and Poston made for an unlikely pairing: a prospector in his mid-forties and a drifting 19-year-old musician. The two men had met only weeks earlier at Barker Ranch, a nearby remote desert outpost. Crockett had come to the desert that spring looking for gold. What he found instead was a young man whose mind had been slowly dismantled by a charismatic and dangerous ex-convict named Charles Manson.<\/p>\n

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\n\t\u201c[Crockett] tried to straighten up my mind as to whether I was really dead or alive because I didn\u2019t know,\u201d Poston later said. \u201cCharlie had told me that I was living in death and that I was supposed to give up my world so that I could have his.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tFor Poston, a chance run-in with Crockett changed his life. The prospector offered the teenager a job hauling gold ore down from the mines in the Panamint Mountains after he\u2019d left Los Angeles, where he\u2019d been living with Manson and the Family, a group of runaways and drifters Manson had drawn into his orbit . The mining work was hard and deliberate.<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cThe whole thing was learning to keep your attention in present time,\u201d Poston later said of his work with Crockett. The manual labor combined with Crockett\u2019s unique background with spirituality wound up breaking the spell Manson had cast.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tThe story of Manson and his band of hippie followers has been told and retold for more than 50 years. But that familiar narrative, centered around the group\u2019s two-day murder spree in August 1969 that left seven people dead, obscures one of the most revealing chapters of the Manson Family saga, before the murders, when the cult leader\u2019s grip on his followers was fraying. What unfolded at a remote desert outpost in Death Valley was perhaps the only documented case of someone successfully counteracting Manson\u2019s influence in real time: a quiet, middle-aged prospector who, through sheer presence and psychological insight, helped several followers break away before the world even knew Manson\u2019s name. Crockett\u2019s time studying some of the\u00a0 same fringe metaphysical ideas as the cult leader allowed him to break through with Manson\u2019s followers. While Manson used the techniques to imprison minds, Crockett used similar tactics to set people free.<\/p>\n

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\n\tRarely cited records from Inyo County, home to Barker Ranch, along with taped interviews and new firsthand accounts from the people who lived through it, shed light on the overlooked moment before the murders, showing how a cult leader began to lose control, and how a few young people found their way back to themselves in the most unlikely place.<\/p>\n

\n\tIn the spring of 1969, that lesson may have been the difference between life and death.<\/p>\n

\n\tPAUL GAYLORD CROCKETT GREW UP in Texas, the son of a Methodist minister. He began questioning organized religion as soon as he was old enough to think for himself. He preferred to explore spiritual questions on his own terms, hiding metaphysical books under his bed as a young man. \u201cPaul was always searching,\u201d says his widow, Sylvee. \u201cHe wanted to know why we\u2019re here, what makes people suffer, and how we can be free of it. He never stopped asking those questions.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tAs an adult, Crocket lived in Carlsbad, New Mexico, where he ran a bicycle repair shop for 17 years. After struggling for years with chronic back pain, he began seeing a local chiropractor and healer he affectionately referred to as\u00a0 \u201cDoc\u201d Bailey. Bailey, according to Sylvee, was a first-generation student of George Gurdjieff, the Greek-Armenian mystic whose \u201cFourth Way\u201d teachings held that most people move through life in a kind of waking sleep, and that true consciousness requires deliberate, sustained effort. \u201cDoc Bailey started talking about things that he knew, which really intrigued Paul,\u201d Sylvee says. The apprenticeship lasted nearly a decade.<\/p>\n

\n\tAfter Bailey\u2019s passing, Crockett sought out another teacher \u2014 a man he found in Carlsbad whose first name was Ted, and whose last name he never disclosed. According to Sylvee, Ted had been granted a doctorate by Scientology founder L. Ron Hubbard, one of only about a dozen people Hubbard ever awarded that distinction. Ted was no longer formally associated with Scientology at that point but retained many of its methods, including the E-meter \u2014 a device that measures minute changes in skin response, which Scientologists use to gauge areas of mental or emotional stress \u2014 and shared some of its written materials on Scientology with Crockett. From roughly 1961 to 1965, Crockett studied privately with him, describing the experience in later interviews as \u201ca turning point.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tThough he never joined the Church of Scientology, Crockett absorbed elements of its teachings through Ted\u2019s instruction, blending what he had learned from Bailey and Ted with years of independent reading in metaphysical literature \u2014 \u201ca personal synthesis,\u201d as Sylvee describes it, \u201cthat was entirely his own.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tManson had also encountered Scientology during his time in prison and appeared to adapt its language and techniques for his own ends. The overlap may have helped Crockett recognize the structure of Manson\u2019s influence, the familiar patterns of manipulation and belief.<\/p>\n

\n\tBY EARLY 1969, CROCKETT HAD for some time been working for business associates scouting mining properties, eventually landing on a tip about a stretch of the Panamint Mountains called Goler Wash \u2014 gold prospecting had become both a livelihood and a form of spiritual inquiry.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cPaul was always searching \u2014 not for fame or recognition, but for ways to understand people and help them see themselves more clearly,\u201d says Sylvee, who met Crockett in Shoshone in 1972, three years after the events at Barker Ranch.<\/p>\n

\n\tIn March 1969, Crockett and his prospecting partner, Bob Berry, then in his mid thirties, made their way into Goler Wash, a desolate, nearly impassable part of southern Death Valley.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tThe year before, Berry had passed through Goler Canyon and encountered a group of hippies calling themselves \u201cThe Family\u201d who spent their days wandering the desert, playing music, and absorbing the teachings of their self-appointed leader, Charlie Manson.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tManson preached about the end of days, an impending race war, and the dissolution of individual identity into a kind of collective consciousness. Somewhere in Death Valley, he claimed, was a hole in the Earth that led to an underground city. When the race war began, Manson and his followers would retreat there, waiting until Black men had gained control of society \u2014 at which point, Manson believed, the new rulers would find themselves unable to govern and would turn to him for guidance.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tBerry wanted to return to the area because, as Crockett later explained in an interview with Inyo County Sheriff\u2019s Deputy Don Ward \u2014 who would later lead the raid on Barker Ranch \u2014 Berry had seen women living there and \u201cfigured he could come back and have himself a little pleasure at their expense.\u201d For Crockett, the promise of gold made it an attractive business adventure.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tThough Goler Canyon had been a base of operations for the Family for a time, when Crockett and Berry arrived, most had already gone back down to Spahn Ranch, outside of Los Angeles and there were only two people still living there \u2014 Poston and another Manson acolyte, 24-year-old Juanita Wildebush. The two were not a couple, though Manson had apparently intended them to be. Poston told Deputy Ward he was \u201csupposed to be making love with Juanita\u201d but had quietly rearranged his sleep schedule to avoid her.\u00a0<\/p>\n

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\n\tBy the time Crockett arrived, Wildebush and Poston had been stranded at the ranch for weeks. Manson had told them both to stay and hold the place \u2014 he\u2019d be back in 10 days, he said. But there was still no sign of him. \u201cWe had no plan to leave at all,\u201d Wildebush says. \u201cWe were just waiting for them to come back.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tCrockett chose Barker Ranch as a remote base for their gold-mining expedition. They would stay in the smaller bunkhouse, leaving the main house \u2014 a single-story stone and wood cabin with a porch and kitchen \u2014 to Poston and Wildebush.<\/p>\n

\n\tPoston had first encountered Manson in June 1968 at the home of Beach Boy Dennis Wilson, where Manson was staying with his growing harem. Poston had arrived with a small group that included a man named Dean Moorehouse, father of Ruth Ann Moorehouse, one of Manson\u2019s teenage followers. When Dean negotiated for them to stay, Poston found himself shoveling horse manure and saddling horses at Spahn. By the time Crockett found him at Barker Ranch the following spring, he no longer knew whether he was \u201creally dead or alive,\u201d he told Inyo County investigators<\/p>\n

\n\tWildebush had come a long way to end up in the desert. Raised in a prominent East Coast family, she had attended Long Island University. While studying abroad in Mexico City, she fell in love with a Mexican philosophy student named Carlos, and though she returned to the East Coast, she fully intended to return, marry him, and stay there. When she got back to home, she made plans to travel to Mexico with a pit stop in Palo Alto, California to visit her sister. As she was getting on the highway to leave Palo Alto for Mexico, she saw a pregnant woman hitchhiking, leaning against a tree, holding a sign for L.A. She pulled over. Two men stepped out from behind the woman and all three climbed in.<\/p>\n

\n\tThe woman said her name was Sadie (her real name was Susan Atkins, though Wildebush wouldn\u2019t learn that until much later). Driving south, Sadie told her about the group she traveled with, a band who had sung with the Beach Boys and all lived together on a ranch. A few hundred miles later, Sadie directed Wildebush off the freeway and up toward Spahn Ranch. It was well after dark when they pulled in. \u201cI can\u2019t wait for you to meet Charlie,\u201d Wildebush recalls Sadie telling her. Wildebush asked who he was. Sadie told her, \u201cHe\u2019s kind of the leader of our band.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\u201cI thought [Spahn Ranch] would be a free-spirited place. Every day felt like walking on a knife\u2019s edge. You never knew what would snap next.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tWhen they arrived, Manson came out of a trailer, naked. Someone handed Wildebush a joint and a cup of tea. They sang for a while, everyone went to bed, and Manson invited himself into her van, where he made a pass at her. She turned him down, and told him she planned to leave in the morning. But he convinced her to stay.<\/p>\n

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\n\tA night became a week, then a month.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cI thought it would be a free-spirited place,\u201d she says. \u201cEvery day felt like walking on a knife\u2019s edge. You never knew what would snap next.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tPoston\u2019s memories echoed hers \u2014 he and Wildebush had crossed paths at Spahn Ranch in the winter of 1968, when the Family first set out for Barker Ranch, and by the time Crockett arrived in March, they\u2019d been stranded there together for weeks, waiting on a Manson who showed no sign of returning. Poston, some nine months into life with the Family, told Inyo County investigators he had lost his grip on reality entirely. \u201cCharlie had told me that I was living in death and that I was supposed to give up my world so that I could have his,\u201d he said. Poston told Deputy Ward he\u2019d seen Manson strike women in the group, including grabbing them by the hair and hitting them. \u201cHe\u2019s beaten up several girls that I know of,\u201d Poston said.<\/p>\n

\n\tAs Wildebush and Poston got to know Crockett and Berry, they explained to them that Manson would be returning to the ranch \u2014\u00a0and when he did, anyone still there would be in danger. At that point, Manson and the Family hadn\u2019t made national news \u2014\u00a0it was the first the two prospectors were hearing of him and the group. Crockett acknowledged the warning but made it clear he was staying.<\/p>\n

\n\tWildebush and Poston didn\u2019t have a plan, not really. That night, with almost nothing left in the kitchen, they invited Crockett and Berry in and put what little they had on the table. \u201cWe didn\u2019t have much,\u201d Juanita said, \u201cbut we didn\u2019t go out of our way to give them the best we could. We had no intention of encouraging them to stay.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tWhatever the dinner was meant to communicate, it didn\u2019t work. Crockett had spent years working remote desert terrain on whatever food he could find. He\u2019d been through worse, and he wasn\u2019t leaving.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tBY SPRING, WITH CROCKETT AND Berry settled into their daily routine alongside Wildebush and Poston, Inyo County Sheriff deputies were documenting \u201ccontinued hippie activity\u201d at the Barker property, describing smoke from cookfires and a vehicle moving through the canyon late at night. Crockett and Berry made their daily treks to the old mines, chipping into the brittle carbonate walls for traces of ore. Each evening they returned at dusk, dust-covered and hopeful.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cIt was strange to see men with a purpose again,\u201d Wildebush says. \u201dThey just kept going. It made me think about what we\u2019d been doing, or not doing, all that time.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tAs the weeks passed, dinners at the main house became routine. \u201cWe stopped pretending they were outsiders,\u201d Wildebush says. Conversations grew longer, more personal. She and Poston talked openly about life with the Family \u2014 about Manson\u2019s prophecies of Helter Skelter (his term for a coming race war), his fixation on the Beatles\u2019 White Album (the 1968 record whose lyrics he claimed prophesied the war), and his violent temper.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tIn a May 1978 interview with Darlene Ward \u2014\u00a0Deputy Ward\u2019s daughter, who stayed closed with Poston \u2014 Poston recalled that during their dinners, Crockett had done something no one in the Family ever did: he directly challenged Manson\u2019s ideas.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cWhen Paul invalidated it,\u201d\u2014 whatever he said, Poston later told her, it took only a single sentence \u2014 \u201cmy entire world, I started listening to him,\u201d Poston said. Crockett began introducing small exercises \u2014 evening focus sessions, guided walks through the wash, simple practices designed to put their attention somewhere Manson had never allowed it to go \u2014 to restore their focus and independence.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tAt Barker Ranch, these quiet rituals \u2014 evening discussions, guided focus exercises, long walks through the canyon \u2014 laid the groundwork of recovery. Poston had taken on work hauling ore from the mines, a job Crockett had offered him deliberately \u2014 something physical, purposeful, and entirely his own. Wildebush helped tend the ranch. Neither of them was being paid in any formal sense. They were, as Crockett later described it to investigators, simply people he had decided to look after. \u201cHe cared deeply for Brooks and Juanita,\u201d Sylvee says, recalling what Paul later told her about that time. \u201cIt wasn\u2019t just about the gold or the expeditions. He wanted to see them whole again.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tHis methods, built on physical work, deliberate attention exercises, and patient questioning, bore a striking resemblance to what would later be called deprogramming, though he never used that term himself. \u201cDeprogramming is more complex, focused and deliberately planned with family,\u201d says Rick Ross, one of the country\u2019s foremost cult intervention specialists and author of Cults Inside Out<\/em>. \u201cHe simply took a personal interest in the welfare of the kids\u2026 an informal spontaneous effort.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tNo family had hired him. No one asked him to help. He just saw two young people in trouble and decided he was going to do something about it.<\/p>\n

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\n\tEVERY DAY AT BARKER RANCH, Poston climbed two or three hundred feet up, chipped at quartz with a single jack, filled old money bags with ore, and carried them down. The first day, Poston had to sit down every 20 feet to rest. He had no soles in his shoes. It was 122 degrees. \u201cMy body was completely out of condition,\u201d he said. \u201cEverything was out.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tSlowly, something shifted. As Crockett told Sylvee, \u201cYou could see the fog lift from their eyes.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tIn the main house by light of a camping lantern, Crockett introduced the teenagers to what he called \u201cattention processes\u201d \u2014 simple exercises designed to put the mind at ease. He taught them to build what he called energy balls, cupping their hands and holding the sensation long enough to feel it, then throwing it across the kitchen to each other. \u201cIt was sort of like playing keepaway,\u201d Wildebush recalls. Other nights Crockett would simply talk about the universe, cosmic energy, the nature of consciousness.<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cEverything started to fade in the room until there was nothing left but Paul,\u201d Poston told Darlene Ward. \u201cThen, he vanished. There was nothing there. I was in nowhere. I hadn\u2019t had my attention focused on anything for that length of time, on anything, for any reason, ever.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\t\u201cIt felt like waking up from a nightmare,\u201d Wildebush says.<\/p>\n

\n\tCrockett\u2019s approach was patient and deliberate. He never told them what to believe, only asked them to notice how their thoughts formed, and where they came from.<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cHe didn\u2019t talk down to us,\u201d Poston said. \u201cHe\u2019d ask questions that made you stop and think. Nobody in the Family did that \u2014 not Charlie, not anyone.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tStill, the fear of Manson was visceral and constant. \u201cEvery sound outside, I thought it was Charlie coming back,\u201d Wildebush says. \u201cWe slept with our clothes on for weeks, just in case we had to run.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tTWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY MILES to the south, the world Poston and Wildebush had left behind was growing darker by the week.<\/p>\n

\n\tBy the spring of 1969, Manson\u2019s preaching about \u201cHelter Skelter\u201d had taken over nightly gatherings. The group\u2019s days revolved around scavenging for food. Some nights, Manson sent them \u201ccreepy crawling\u201d \u2014 slipping into local homes while residents slept, moving their possessions around to unsettle them. The acid trips that had once felt transcendent had turned dark and controlling, wrote Paul Watkins, a soft-spoken 19-year-old musician and one of Manson\u2019s most trusted lieutenants, in his book, My Life with Charles Manson<\/em>. The evenings ended with psychedelic jam sessions in the dusty corral, but the mood, Watkins recalled, had become apocalyptic.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cCharlie started talking about death like it was just another trip,\u201d Watkins wrote in his memoir. \u201cHe said we\u2019d survive what was coming because we were pure.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tWatkins had begun to grow concerned about Poston and Wildebush, his comrades they\u2019d left in the desert. Without telling Manson where he was going, he got on his motorcycle and headed north.<\/p>\n

\n\tPoston remembered hearing the engine echo up through Goler Wash before he saw him. Weeks had passed without Poston and Wildebush getting any word about what was happening in Los Angeles and who was still loyal to Manson. \u201cWe didn\u2019t know where his head was at,\u201d Poston told Darlene Ward. \u201cWhether he was still with Charlie or not.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tWildebush says, \u201cWe were careful what we said at first. We didn\u2019t know who we could trust anymore.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tWhat Watkins found was not a rebellious splinter group but two frightened young people and a calm, unshaken prospector. Watkins later described Crockett as grounded and far less volatile than Manson \u2014 his thinking more rational, the atmosphere at Barker Ranch more stable than anything the Family had created. Something felt different, though he couldn\u2019t quite name it yet. \u201cIt was strange,\u201d he recalled. \u201cCharlie had said they were lost, but they looked like they were waking up.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tWatkins joined the group for their nightly dinners, where Crockett turned the conversation back on Watkins the same way he had with Poston and Wildebush. \u201cHow did you get to believe that?\u201d Wildebush recalls him asking. \u201cHow did you come to that conclusion?\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tThat subtle shift in perspective, Watkins later wrote, was \u201clike being handed back my own mind.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tAfter several weeks at the ranch, Crockett urged Watkins to return to Spahn and ask Manson to release him, Poston, and Wildebush from the unspoken psychological contracts, as Crockett understood them, that kept Manson\u2019s followers bound to his will even in his absence. When Watkins got back to Spahn, he stood in the trailer in front of Manson and the assembled Family and made his case. Manson barely hesitated. \u201cSure\u2026 sure\u2026 I release you\u2026 ain\u2019t no agreements,\u201d he said \u2014 then kept on talking about Helter Skelter as if nothing had happened. But a few minutes later after the gathering broke up, Manson pulled Watkins aside. \u201cWhat\u2019s all this talk about agreements?\u201d he asked. \u201cWho\u2019s this guy Crockett?\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tWatkins returned to Barker Ranch and told Crockett what Manson had said. Crockett wasn\u2019t surprised. \u201cCharlie didn\u2019t know who I was,\u201d he later told investigators, \u201cbut he had heard of me, and so I was already a threat to him.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tAt Barker Ranch, Wildebush had quietly let go of any remaining thought of Carlos, the fianc\u00e9 she\u2019d left behind in Mexico. She had fallen for Berry, eight years her senior, over shared meals and long nights watching for cougars. They had known each other for five weeks when a transient prospector who was also an ordained minister passed through the camp. He offered to marry them.<\/p>\n

\n\tWildebush fashioned a simple dress from the faded curtains hanging in the abandoned school bus where Berry had been sleeping. The ceremony took place under the desert sun, with Crockett and Poston as witnesses. \u201cIt wasn\u2019t about romance,\u201d she says. \u201cIt was about finding something normal in the middle of all that chaos.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tSoon after the ceremony, with rumors spreading that Manson planned to return to Death Valley, Wildebush and Berry decided to leave. \u201cI learned that wanting to survive wasn\u2019t weakness. It was clarity,\u201d she says.<\/p>\n

\n\tThey set out toward Arizona to join Berry\u2019s brother on a turquoise mining claim, leaving Crockett and Poston behind.<\/p>\n

\n\tMeanwhile, back in Los Angeles, the Manson Family\u2019s activities had turned violent. In late July, Manson associate Bobby Beausoleil murdered music teacher Gary Hinman in Topanga Canyon. Less than two weeks later, on Aug. 8, members of the group broke into two homes in Los Angeles, killing actress Sharon Tate and four others at a house on Cielo Drive, then killing supermarket executive Leno LaBianca and his wife Rosemary the following night.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tWildebush recalls seeing the news of the Tate-LaBianca murders while stopped at a small diner in Arizona. \u201cI just froze,\u201d she says. \u201cI didn\u2019t want to believe it had anything to do with Charlie, but deep down I knew.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tTwo weeks later, sheriff\u2019s deputies raided Spahn Ranch, arresting Manson and most of his followers on vehicle theft charges. They were released weeks later for lack of evidence \u2014 the connection to the murders not yet made \u2014 but the raid scattered the group. Some drifted. Some headed for the desert.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tBy September,\u00a0 Inyo County deputies investigating the arson and tracking stolen vehicles moving through Goler Wash, advised Crockett and Poston to leave the area for their own safety \u2014 not yet aware that the group they were monitoring was connected to the murders that had shocked Los Angeles weeks earlier. Crockett refused to go. \u201cHe said that if we ran, Charlie would win,\u201d Poston later recalled. \u201cHe wanted to stand his ground and prove there was another way to live.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tONE AFTERNOON, THE SOUND OF engines echoed up through the canyon. A yellow dune buggy pulled up in front of the ranch house, trailed by several others \u2014 what Watkins later described as a \u201cragtag convoy.\u201d It carried Manson and most of what remained of his inner circle: Squeaky, Sandy, Ouisch, Snake, Sherry, Cathy, and Gypsy, along with lieutenants Tex Watson and Bruce Davis. Manson, who stood about 5\u20192\u2033, climbed out and immediately asked where Crockett was.<\/p>\n

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\n\tCrockett didn\u2019t get up. He stayed at the scarred wooden table where he\u2019d been playing solitaire, a bent Pall Mall between his lips, and offered Manson a handshake. Manson took it with impatience and began to pace, talking about the movement of weapons and vehicles and supplies, about what was coming and what they would need. At one point, according to Poston, Manson pressed a knife to Poston\u2019s throat. \u201cIt wasn\u2019t about me,\u201d Poston recalled of the incident. \u201cIt was about Crockett.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tEventually Manson sat down across from him and lit a cigarette.<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cDig it,\u201d Manson said. \u201cI am you and you are me.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tCrockett looked up.<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cNo,\u201d Crockett said. \u201cNo\u2026 that ain\u2019t true. We are both spirits\u2026 that\u2019s true\u2026 but we have lived different lives\u2026 therefore I am not you and you are not me.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tManson paused at that. Then he left the house with Watkins. \u201cYou know, man, we had to kill Shorty,\u201d Manson said, almost offhandedly. \u201cGot to talking too damn much. A real pain in the ass. We cut him up real good.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tWatkins later wrote that in that moment, he wasn\u2019t sure whether to believe it. Whatever he knew or suspected about what had been happening in Los Angeles, hearing Manson describe a killing this casually, almost as an aside, was something else entirely. The words stayed with him. Later, LAPD and Inyo County investigative records would confirm that a ranch hand named Donald \u201cShorty\u201d Shea had disappeared around that time. The confession, it turned out, was real. (His remains wouldn\u2019t be found until 1977.)<\/p>\n

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\u201cYou\u2019d wake up and there\u2019d be a shadow at the door, someone whispering your name. Charlie wanted us scared\u2026 that was his way of control.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tCrockett told investigators he immediately recognized the danger Manson posed to him and the group and \u201cmade himself useful\u201d to Manson, volunteering to help move supplies between Barker and Myers Ranch. \u201cIt was the only way to keep things calm,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n

\n\tManson shifted the bulk of the Family to the nearby Meyers Ranch, about a quarter-mile away, leaving Crockett, Poston, and Watkins at Barker Ranch. Though the camps were close enough to walk between, they had become increasingly separate worlds.<\/p>\n

\n\tAround this time, Manson began what Watkins later called his \u201cfear games\u201d \u2014 nighttime intrusions from his base at Myers Ranch meant to rattle the men who had resisted him. \u201cThey\u2019d creep into the bunkhouse after dark,\u201d Poston recalled. \u201cYou\u2019d wake up and there\u2019d be a shadow at the door, someone whispering your name. Charlie wanted us scared\u2026 that was his way of control.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tBy late September, tensions were unbearable. Manson had told Crockett that he should be more afraid of him than of the law \u2014 a pointed reminder that Crockett, having helped move supplies and vehicles through the canyon, was not entirely without legal exposure himself. He said it, Crockett later told Deputy Ward, \u201cwith a straight face, calmly.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\n\tEarlier that week, Crockett had noticed a highway patrolman and a park ranger while hauling supplies down \u2014 the first sign that law enforcement was actively moving through the canyon.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tThen the shots came. Poston heard them first \u2014 three of them, somewhere over the hill. Neither Crockett nor Poston knew whether there had been a gunfight, whether the officers were dead, whether Manson was coming back. \u201cWe didn\u2019t do much sleeping that night,\u201d Crockett told Ward, \u201cbecause we was sitting up on one ear and one eyeball open all night long, waiting to see what was going to happen.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tBut Manson came back. Whether he had anything to do with the shots, Crockett never said.\u00a0 Crockett gathered Poston, packed some cans of food, and the two men set out into the desert darkness \u2014 hiking through the night, over Mengel Pass and into Shoshone, where they arrived the next day and reported what they knew to Inyo County deputies.<\/p>\n

\n\tBarker Ranch was Manson\u2019s again.<\/p>\n

\n\tWith Crockett and Poston gone, he posted lookouts along the canyon ridges and strung wire across the desert floor \u2014 a crude communications line between Barker and Myers Ranch.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tIt wasn\u2019t prophecy but carelessness that undid him. In early October, National Park Service rangers discovered that a brand-new Michigan loader \u2014 a piece of heavy construction equipment being used to repair roads in the monument \u2014 had been set on fire near the north end of Death Valley, its fuel line cut, an empty gas can left at the scene. Following the tire tracks left in the sand, they traced the vehicles back to Goler Wash.<\/p>\n

\n\tOn Oct. 12, 1969, Ward led a coordinated team of sheriffs into the canyon at first light, surrounding the ranch house. Nine people were taken from inside, searched on the porch, and arrested. Two more women were picked up trying to enter Butte Valley. Eleven in total were transported to Independence, the seat of Inyo County, and booked on suspicion of grand theft, grand theft auto, and arson. Soon, three of them would be charged with murder.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tWith Manson and his followers now in custody, Poston and Watkins were, for the first time in years, completely free. They stayed in Inyo County and formed Desert Sun in 1971, a five-piece folk band that played clubs across Death Valley and Nevada, performing original songs alongside two of Manson\u2019s own compositions \u2014 \u201cYour Home Is Where You\u2019re Happy,\u201d \u201cLook at Your Game, Girl\u201d \u2014 as if reclaiming the music that had once been used to control them. Their manager was Paul Crockett.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tWhen the band eventually split, Watkins put down roots in Tecopa, worked the mines, founded the Death Valley Chamber of Commerce, and was the unofficial mayor of a small desert town. He died of leukemia in 1990 at age 40. Poston followed Crockett to Washington State, continuing to play music under the moniker \u201cNorthern Lights.\u201d He died in Washington in 2024. Wildebush and Berry made their way to the Pacific Northwest, too. They remained married until Berry\u2019s death in 2018.<\/p>\n

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\n\tCrockett quietly built a teaching practice around the same principles he had tested in the desert \u2014 attention processes, agreements, the mechanics of how belief takes hold and how it can be loosened. By 1975 he was doing it in earnest, eventually operating under the name the Balance Point School for Personal Evolution. He never advertised.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\n\tMany Family members never found their way out. Susan Atkins, who had recruited Wildebush at the side of a freeway, died in prison of brain cancer in 2009. Patricia Krenwinkel remains incarcerated, most recently denied parole in 2025 after a recommendation for release was overturned by Governor Gavin Newsom. Tex Watson, who had arrived at Barker Ranch with Manson that September afternoon, has been denied parole 16 times. Leslie Van Houten, the youngest of the convicted killers, was released in 2023 after more than 50 years behind bars.<\/p>\n

\n\t\u201cLooking back, I realized how close we came to being swallowed up entirely by that world,\u201d Wildebush says. \u201cIf Paul hadn\u2019t been there, I don\u2019t think I\u2019d have made it out.\u201d<\/p>\n

\n\tPaul Gaylord Crockett died of dementia on Jan. 10, 2014. Sylvee says what she learned from him continues to shape her daily. He taught her you cannot be controlled by something you refuse to fight.<\/p>\n

\n\tIt was a principle he had tested in person years before they met. During those tense final weeks at Barker Ranch, Manson pointed a gun at Crockett and told him it had a hair trigger. Crockett didn\u2019t flinch. \u201cIf I lose my body,\u201d he said, \u201cthen it\u2019s your problem, not mine.\u201d<\/p>\n

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